Rambling

I don't know what it is... but lately, I've been feeling so OLD and out of touch. Uncool. Very uncool. I feel like I need to tell people, "you know.. I wasn't always like this!" lol Once upon a time, I was fashionable (by my standards, anyway! lol). I knew what music was in, and I had rhythm. Has anyone else lost their groove since getting older-- especially, after having kids?!! Even after having Fiona, I could still bust a move and shake the junk in my trunk! ... When I first started bellydancing, I was quite good at it. I loved it. I felt sexy, even! After having my third and LAST baby... I seemed to have lost my ability to dance. I couldn't get myself coordinated like I was before. I was so sad. I felt like I had just gone shopping for bathing suits! Depressing. It's not that I can't dance at all... when I get the chance. I still have trouble staying still when a good tune hits my ears. I'm just not cool anymore, when doing so. I'm saying things that I remember my parents saying, when commenting about the youth of today... like "pull up your pants idiot!"... Seriously, though... what the hell is up with those freakin' pants that are super tight, hang off the ass and barely anyone seems to be able to pull it off!!... the look that is!!

I'm such a geezer.